Ok I've offically had it! This company that I used to freelance for on a regular basis as I informed you all last time decided not to use me. I've gotten a little pissed off since I have yet to see a check from the last job I did do for them 40 days ago. Luckily I have one more of thier hard drives and a couple pending jobs from them that need to be finished. If I don't get an answer on the check they won't get thier drives and, or work! I can't get them to email me back on anything or call me but I answer thier questions about projects I've worked on dillgantly. It's pissing me off. Anyhow I have the upper hand so HA AH HA

Well if you wanted to know, I've pretty much given up any hope right now for myself. I've lost a huge client, and possibly another one too. I'm not making any money now and falling deep into a serious state of depression, I mean serious! I just feel I can't win anymore battles. If the History Channel thing doesn't work out I think I'm going to have a serious mental breakdown and just quite everything all together.

For those of you losers who watch reality TV. I have news for you...or atleast I hope you do know this. American Idol the crappy show that all you sheep watch is begging for ratings. You can tell because there is NOTHING BETWEEN SIMON AND PAULA (as I read there was on YAHOO.com) In the article it states that Ryan asked about them holding hands. Clearly this is a set up and if you boobs don't see it then you live in a shaded simple life and should consider dying. Why do I hate Reality shows?

Because they are NOT REAL! Seriously do any of you morons that watch this crap think we'd like to see you on TV?

THE BACHLOR, producers have accually driven the limo around in circles until they get tears out of the stupid bitches then roll cameras.

Amazing Race, Contestents are TOLD what to say in the interviews; "I DON'T LIKE JON"

How do I know all this you ask? I have friends who worked on these shows, I worked on American Idol personally in Austin. I know.

Go with intelligent TV like 30 Rock.

That whole motorcycle post reminded me. Yesterday I witnessed a motorcycle driver weaving in and out of traffic on 35th near lamar. Even driving next to cars in the same lane as the car. I'd like to point out if I find you motoring up to me like that in my lane while my car is occupying such lane I will open my door and knock you off. I don't care for it, you put us drivers at risk and you risk your own life. I'd be happy help end your life if you drive like an idiot.

For the record I respectfully drive a safe distance behind the motorcyclists.

Well, let's see what I've been up to. NOTHING, yup just working and playing Call of Duty 4. It's all Melissa and I do right now. We need to pull away and clean the apt. Jorge will be coming home soon and I don't want to use an excuse to not hang out iwth him. I mean we like Katherine but since she doesn't have a car we don't want to drive 30 miles to just hang out. I know i'm selfish. Next to that working hard. hardly sleeping too.

Anyone else going to Project Revolution tomorrow? What are you taking with you?

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